Friday, March 9, 2012

Am I nikki? Or am i _____?

You don't mix business and pleasure. Whoever came up with that obviously never escorted, or had a very good job. I thought the goal was to get pleasure out of work so that you don't even realize or feel like you're working. That was always my goal. I love being able to work for myself, be my own boss, make my own decisions, and know exactly what is going on all the time! However, I am taught to keep my personal life separate. But aren't I a girlfriend experience? Isn't it supposed to be personal? So the question comes into play now- since I am "Nikki" at work- should her personal life not be the same as mine? When I am "nikki" I really don't get into character, it's just me with lingerie on lol. So I am not sure if that's something that I maybe should change. I have been having a hard time with this issue over the past week and it's really been boggling my mind. I'm debating whether or not I should go get a wig and make up a crazy life story of who I've always wanted to be. No way-- that sounds crazy and weird. Who has time to keep track of and keep up with a bunch of lies?! I have a hard time with this and end up struggling. As I start to get to know my regular clients, they get to know my life, the real me and who I am. I have actually been blessed with a couple very good friendships out of clients. But then there's that one client that could end up turning on me and ruin everything that I've tried so hard to build. So I guess for sake of the "girlfriend experience" what you see is what you get. 

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